Covid has been a horrible fight. An we are still fighting, loss of friends, loss of libery loss of life.
I'm not even going to try and get into the how it effected you and yours or me and mine.
I have been one of the lucky ones and not contracted it to my knowledge.
I contracted something else.
Now the debate is what I contracted also how I contracted it.
Some say it is Viral Meningitis, some say Encephalitis. No one can actually tell me exactly what I had just what I was treated for.
So why am I writing this, because i have too for me, one for a memory before it all gets deleted and two because I really am struggling still with my mind.
I have been through brain injuries before and this just don't feel like it should.
I'm still getting stuck on words, I am still unable to find words. My want to get things done is not here, the urge to work and build and create is gone.
I don't know who I am but I don't like this me.
I can't keep my concentration on anything for long, I'm even struggling to write this, I have been trying to now for about a week... Might be a month... Time is also very flexible in my head now as well...
A pressure increase to an already damaged brain causes all kinds of issues with said brain and while the doc's say I am clear and my brain has bounced back my mental & physical state would scream other wise.
I know I am not me yet nothing I seem to do brings me any closer to being me.
Anyone wants me I'll be banging my head agasint a wall in a corner some where trying to sort me out.
