So, I haven't done this for years. Mainly because I'd kind of lost my reasons to do it.
Or had I?
I still have some memory issues, though the head injury of 2021 seemed to kind of adjust the way it works and things got interesting. Actually they didn't this is just a word that is used when we need to find a way to make things sound more exciting than they actually are.
What did happen though? Well 2023 I finally had enough of the crap that was being piled on me and I changed jobs. It was all new and exciting and it didn't go to well. Which I am also now realising that even if I had managed to stay where I was I would have soon been leaving anyway as my body can't keep running at maximum speed all the time any more. I have taken way too much damage and after all this time my body decided just can't keep up the kind of physical activity I used to be able to. So no more running around after kids in play centres no more being on my feet all day. Do I miss it? Of course I do, do I miss the pain and tiredness at the end of the day? Nope not at all.
So I now hunt the office job, though you know what I probably got no issue with retail.
But you have your own thing why not work for yourself?
I don't want to. The stress level would be insane and I don't want the stress.
So yeah 2023 has not been a good year. That and I am applying for every single job I think I can do and I get overlooked by them all, all I want to do is work.
An when you get to the interview I am of course too damn honest which results in well no getting the job guess.
So this is my 2023 Download was too hot, work comes and goes, my health is hopefully starting to balance out. I actually thought i was going to write far more than this, you know really go off on some long tangent or rant about something but I am not. I know that come tomorrow it is a new day and a new year but it isn't like everything really changes once the clock strikes midnight. We just change some numbers at the end of the way we explain the day which we do every day anyway. I do know this I need to get myself a nicer keyboard, this one is not good to type on needs way too much force. But then this is what happens when you move from laptops back to towers and don't really have the money I guess.
Happy new year one and all. Short coherent ramble over.
